Friday, February 19, 2010

Finish It Up

"Protect what you love most & everything will be okay. And don't worry, I'll send those regards."

Sometimes: I feel like things go nowhere.
No one realizes: how hard I try at things.
I am so: exhausted, only had 3hrs of sleep.
People think: I've changed the wrong way.
Tonight I: sleep early, I have early morning errands to do.
It's hard to believe: time flies too fast.
I realized that: I have different opinions about things than 'they' do.
More than before: I know I have grown up a lot.
Obviously: no one believes that I have.
I can't stop: thinking about stuff.
Nothing matters if: I satisfy to their needs instead of realizing my hardwork.
All I want is: positive acknowledgment.
Without even thinking: I'd probably say something stupid.
It's clear to me that: I have a lot of things to fix.
I don't know: what to do to try & satisfy everyone.
The only way: is to take care of myself first.
It's hard to tell: whether or not I'm doing the right thing.

The only person: that loves me for me is Tim.
It kills me that: they don't understand how I feel inside.
If I were: gone, I'd feel more at ease out in the world.
It's not that I: don't care, I do care a whole lot.
If someone said:, "You're stupid" don't believe it.
My life: is a bit crazy right about now.
One thing I know is: I have to keep moving forward.
I would never: hate anyone.
I can't stand: ignorant people.
I'm sick of: getting criticized.
I'm afraid of: losing the ones closest to me.
The best: I can be is around positive things.
It's weird that: I'm different.
I don't have enough: care.
I need: to feel loved.
I love: things that make me smile.
I tried: to do everything at my best.
I'm starting to: see a pattern.
For some reason: I don't feel like doing anything.

I should: be studying.
I can't: think straight.
Tomorrow: I've got stuff to do.
I can't wait until: I see Tim, even though we're kinda loopy with our relationship.
I miss: Tim.
I always: care about others before myself.
My parents: don't seem to understand me anymore.
Someone: should always make you happy.
My friends: are a small crowd that I cherish so much.
Valentine's Day: is my sister's birthday.
Parties: is really not my thing.
Why can't: I concentrate?
I don't want: feel like this anymore.
I have to: keep going & keep being strong.
I'll never: hate.
Marriage: is not really on my mind.
Children: I can't have.
It seems like: everything is falling apart.
I dread: this feeling I have.
School: is alright.
The best food: is comfort food.
Eventually: I'll be a better person.
Everyday: I think about what will happen the next day.
Rarely: do I drink.
I still can't decide: what to do.
I'm hoping: I'll keep fighting.
The suspense: blows?
It turns out: that everything will be okay.
Everything: will change for the better.


This survey is so weird lol.

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