MIA II, Don't Ask.

How many songs are on your Ipod/mp3 player?
- Not a lot, maybe around 80?
Have you ever said something just to see what kind of reaction you'd get?
- Unfortunately yes.
When was the last time you went grocery shopping?
- It's been a while.
When you turn on the TV, what's the first channel you flip to?
- CMT.
Have you ever confronted someone about using too much chat-speak?
- Nope.
Have you ever revealed someone's secret, after promising not to tell?
- In high school probably.
What is one emotion that you experience regularly?
- Indescribable.
Do you ever feel insecure about your appearance?
- No.
Describe the last major change you made concerning your hairstyle?
- Just cut it really short, right above my shoulder length.
Who was the last person to walk out of your life, and why?
- There's too many to count.
How did you decide upon your favorite colors?
- Cause I like them?
Are you less likely to approach people that look/dress a certain way?
- Most likely.
Name one embarrassing activity that you take part in?
- If it's embarrassing, why would anyone want to share it?
For you, what determines a true friend?
- I don't necessarily have one, so I can't answer the question.
Ever been told that you can't understand Love due to your age?
- Yes, plenty of times.
What is your favorite Starburst candy flavor?
- Red?
Do you prefer schedules and plans, or spontaneity?
- Schedules & plans.
How do you let someone know that you like him/her?
- I talk to them & make efforts to getting to know them.
Do you think that you act like yourself while online?
- Before I didn't, but I don't go online as much anymore.
Have you ever lied about something to get someone to like you?
- No.
Who is the most fake person in your life right now?
- Nobody?
If you could repeat yesterday, what would you do differently?
- Nothing, yesterday was just fine.
Have you ever laid down in the grass, and made shapes out of the clouds?
- Yes.
When was the last time that you felt disappointment?
- Funny, probably right now in myself.
When was the last time someone let you know you are loved?
- Just today.
When someone's constantly negative, how do you deal with it?
- I try my best to cheer them up as much as possible.
Does Christmas make you feel like a kid again?
- Always.
Would you rather buy presents for others, or receive them?
- I'd rather buy presents.
What is your favorite winter-time activity?
- I have a lot, too lazy to list them.
Do you have any artistic talent?
- Probably not.
How did you meet your current best friend?
- I don't have one.
Would you ever shoplift from a store if you knew you wouldn't be caught?
- I wouldn't consider it period.
Are you a member of any Myspace groups?
- I don't have a Myspace.
When one of your pets dies, how do you react?
- Sad.
When you go to the movies, where in the theater do you sit?
- Way back.
When was the last time you lost your appetite?
- Last week.
Have you ever neglected to take care of yourself?
- Yeah.
The last song/poem/story you wrote - what was it about?
- It's been a while, & I don't exactly remember.
Have you ever wanted something that someone else has?
- Everyone does, regardless.
Do "lovey-dovey" couples get on your nerves?
- No, but it depends how much they rub it in my face.
What are your opinions on teen relationships?
- It's complicating.
Have you recently made a bad decision?
- Yeah.
After a fight, who apologizes first - you, or the other person?
- Either/Or.
What is one thing about yourself that you cannot stand?
- A lot, that's all I have to say.
How do you feel upon receiving a thoughtful gift?
- It makes you feel loved & appreciated.
When you daydream, where does your mind go?
- Elsewhere, where else? Oh weird.
When you're feeling creative, what do you do?
- I draw, doodle, or writing.
Is there something you are ashamed to do in front of others?
- Everyone has something they're ashamed of showing.
What was the last thing someone did to make you feel uncomfortable?
- I don't remember.
When it comes to personal questions, how open are you?
- Not very much as I used to be.
How do you like to pass the time?
- Playing video games.
Do you mind being in your house alone overnight?
- I've done it before.
Are there any dreams you remember from childhood?
- Probably not.
What is the last joke you heard?
- About 'Wongs & Wights.'
Have you ever wanted to just disappear completely?
- Yes, like now.
Have you ever wondered what would happen if you were gone?
- I always wonder.
What worries you most about death?
- Leaving the people you love/care behind.
When you finish a good book, how do you feel?
- You feel a sense of accomplishment.
If you could spend a day with any celebrity, who would it be?
- Adam Sandler.
What would you want to do, and where would you want to go?
- Gaze upon the ocean by myself.

Just Cause. (:

How do you see yourself?
- I'm just an average Asian girl you'd see anywhere.
What impact do you want to leave on the world?
- A good one of course.
What does it mean to you to fully allow someone to love you?
- You're comfortable around them & something that you can feel deep inside.
Can you describe your life in a six word sentence?
- My life is wonky & fun. (:
What in life is beautiful to you?
- From everything big to small; the ocean to the bees.
Where do you find inspiration?
- Teachers & Tim.
In this moment, what is your biggest dream?
- Just to be happy as much as possible.
Is it better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all?
- Yes.
What would you do if you were certain you would not be judged?
- I'm too perfect, which isn't good because nobody in this world can be perfect.
What is it we fear most about death?
- I guess leaving the people we love & care about most.
Why is truly loving someone so difficult to do?
- Because finding the right person is always hard to do, no matter how you look at it.
Who has offered the most support through times of hardships?
- Tim.
Who do you appreciate the most?
- Tim, his family, as well as mine.
Will the world ever reach complete peace?
- Most likely not.
What is complete peace anyway?
- Nobody knows the answer.
When is love not really love anymore?
- When the growing stops.
Are you settling for less than you deserve?
- I don't know, am I?
Do you talk more or listen more?
- It depends really.
Do you dislike people who are proud of themselves and don't hide it?
- If they're not being cocky about it than no.
Do you believe angels and demons walk among us?
- I don't know, I'm pretty neutral about this.
Do you first have to be unwise to become wise?
- Yes, you learn a lot more that way.
Why is it people think about us most once we are gone?
- Because they're not 'there' anymore.

Random Survey

"Thank you, I will take much consideration into it. And haha no, I only made a joke by trying to spell Bob. (:"

Do you have a middle name?
- Nope.
What is it?
- I said NO you stoopid.
What nationalities are you?
- Asian: Korean.
Do you like cheese?
- Yes, provolone.
Do you like milk?
- Yes.
Do you know that milk comes from cows?
- No duh. :P
Have you ever been drunk?
- Nope.
Have you ever been in a car going over 80 mph/kmph?
- Yes.
Have you ever done both at the same time?
- Never been drunk.
When's your birthday?
- Halloween.
If you could pick your birthday when would it be?
- None, my birthday is just fine.
Why?
- Just cause it is.
Are you an only child?
- Nope.
Do you wish that you were/weren't?
- I don't know, hard to say.
What's your favorite song?
- Don't necessarily have one right now.
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
- Night owl I guess.
Are you still in school?
- In college yes.
Are you adopted?
- Nope.
Were you born the normal way or by C-section?
- I think normal way from what my mom told me.
Where do you live?
- Nevada.
Do you wish you were 100% Irish?
- No.
British?
- Not really.
Hungarian? (lol don't ask)
- No.
Have you ever had sex when you were drunk?
- Never been drunk gosh.
A one-night stand?
- Nope.
Do you know who King Henry VIII is?
- Kinda? Not really? Lol.
Who's the current ruler of England (Gordon Brown doesn't count)
- I wouldn't know this period.
What's your favorite name?
- I don't necessarily have one.
How many kids do you want?
- I don't know.
Favorite boy name?
- Xavier.
Girl name?
- Tima.
Do you hate the fact that every other baby girl is named Emily?
- No, it's a nice name.
Do you want pie?
- Yes.
Did your grandma ever make cookies?
- Nope.
Have you ever been in the hospital (Being born doesn't count)?
- Yes, but only visiting purposes.
Do you like spaghetti?
- Yeah, I miss eating spaghetti with shrimp & mussels in it. :(
What were some nicknames from when you were a baby?
- Sandy in Korean accent, no biggy.
If you could live any place on the Earth, where would it be?
- Anywhere by the ocean, but if I had to pick than Europe.
What's your favorite movie?
- I don't remember anymore.
Do you like video games?
- Yes, they're my life.
What's your favorite (Tetris doesn't count)?
- There's way too many.
Who's your favorite video game character?
- Too many to count.
Chicken?
- Where?
Backyard?
- It's small.
CHEESE!?
- What about cupcakes?

"I know & thank you. I would talk to you if I could. And no, my number is still the same."

Hillary Duff or Lindsay Lohan: Really? I'd probably pick Hillary more than Lindsay.
Harry Potter or Lord Of The Rings: Harry Potter, even though I'm not a huge fan of it.
Louis Walsh or Simon Cowell: Neither, mainly cause I don't know much about them.
Dogs or Cats: Dogs, I'm allergic to cats.
Blue or Pink: Blue.
Day or Night: Night.
Sun or Rain: Rain.
Sweets or Chocolate: Sweets.
Fruit or Vegetables: Both. :P
Breakfast or Lunch: Breakfast.
Blonde or Brunette: Brunette.
Silver or Gold: Silver.
CBBC or Disney Channel: Disney. (:
Read or Write: Write.
Easter or Christmas: Christmas.
Florida or New York: Never been to Florida, so I guess New York.
Hot or Cold: Cold, even though I'm sensitive to it. xD
T.V or Computer: T.V.
Apples or Bananas: Apples, still trying to get used to the banana taste. :X
Burger King or Pizza Hut: Pizza Hut.
History or Science: Science, history bores me unfortunately.
Black or White: Black.
Work or Play: Both.
Netball or Rounders: Umm.. I guess netball.
Happy or Sad: Happy!
CDS or DVDS: Err... neither?
Bath or Shower: Shower.
Coke or Lemonade: Lemonade, laying off the coke.
Maths or English: English.
Indoors or Outdoors: Outdoors.
Summer or Winter: Winter.
Pink or Purple: How about neither because I don't like both colors much. :P
Laugh or Cry: Laugh.
Dance or Sing: Sing.
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise: Brad Pitt.
Green or Blue: Blue.
Bees or Spiders: Bees. (:
Friends or Enemies: You can't live without both.
Skirts or Jeans: Jeans.
Run or Walk: Both.
Pears or Plums: Plums.
Geography or Art: Art.
Stories or Poems: Stories.
Custard or Cream: Cream.
Easter Eggs or Christmas Cake: Nobody likes fruitcake or easter eggs... Lol.

Nothing Better To Do *Sigh

**GENERAL JUNK**
How many people do you know with the same first name as you?
- I don't think any now.
What in your opinion is the best love song ever written?
- There's too many to choose from. :P
What were you doing at this time yesterday?
- At Tim's house chilling.
Have you done anything drastic to alter your physical appearance recently?
- No.
Is there anything bothering you right now?
- Quite a lot actually.
Are you wearing shoes right now?
- No, just socks.
How old were you in 2005?
- Seventeen.
Pro-life/Pro-choice?
- Pro-life, but it depends on the situation.
Are you wearing anything purple?
- Nope.
Do you live east or west of the Mississippi River?
- Far West.
Have you ever been to Chicago?
- Nope, I think?
Do you drive a stick-shift?
- Nope.
Have you kissed anyone who's name started with A,K,M, or T?
- A: on the cheek; K: yes; M: yes; T: yes... Wow lol.
Do you have a sister?
- Yes.
Where are you right now?
- In the game/study room.
Do you straighten your hair?
- When I go out yeah.
Do you have a gym membership?
- I wish.
Can you count to 10 in another language?
- Yes.
Is there a calendar in the room you are in?
- Yes.
Is it possible you could be pregnant?
- No lol.
How long is it until your birthday?
- About 8 months.
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
- Nope.
Was your mother married when she had you?
- Yes.
Would you ever go skinny dipping with your #1?
- Not answering this question. :P
**LASTS**
What was the last thing you drank?
- Water.
Last thing you ate?
- Spicy soup my mom made.
What was the last movie you watched in theaters?
- Ponyo; it's been a long time.
What was the last thing you watched on tv?
- Uh... I think it was American Dad.
Who was the last person to text you?
- Tim.
Who was the last person to call you?
- Tim.
Where was the last place you went?
- Tim's house last night.
When did you last hang out with your 22nd phone contact?
- I'm too lazy to check. :P
Who was the last person to comment you?
- I don't know.
When was the last time you kissed someone?
- Last night.
When was the last time you stayed out all night?
- I guess last night? But not really.
When was the last time you went to Walmart?
- It's been a while, couple months?
Why did your last relationship end?
- It just didn't work out.
What is the last digit of your phone number?
- 1303, I spelled Bob sorta... Lol.
When was the last time you were in the car for more than an hour?
- Long time, probably last year.
Where was your last vacation to?
- California.
Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
- Myself.
When was the last time you had to be up before 7am?
- Today . . . . -___-;
Who was the last person(s) you took a photo with?
- Tim & his brother Andrew.
When was the last time you saw your dad?
- Today.
Why did you cry the last time you did?
- Cause I didn't have anyone to talk to... :(
When was the last time someone gave you a compliment?
- Yesterday?
When was the last time you locked your keys in the car/locked yourself out?
- Never.
What was the last thing you spent money on?
- Food.
When did you last see your #2?
- What number 2?
**FINISH THE SENTENCE**
I should probably: go to sleep soon
When I can't sleep: I just stay awake
I need more: sleep
Right now I would love: my head to be back to normal
My last kiss was: with Tim
If I could, I would: go somewhere far away
When I'm pissed: I just let it out where noone can see
I am listening to: the last goodnight - one trust
I never leave the house without: my essentials
I believe in: happiness
I am wearing: pjs
I tend to daydream when: I'm spacey
My grandma is: in a better place
After this I am going to: shut this off & I guess try to sleep

Finish It Up

"Protect what you love most & everything will be okay. And don't worry, I'll send those regards."

Sometimes: I feel like things go nowhere.
No one realizes: how hard I try at things.
I am so: exhausted, only had 3hrs of sleep.
People think: I've changed the wrong way.
Tonight I: sleep early, I have early morning errands to do.
It's hard to believe: time flies too fast.
I realized that: I have different opinions about things than 'they' do.
More than before: I know I have grown up a lot.
Obviously: no one believes that I have.
I can't stop: thinking about stuff.
Nothing matters if: I satisfy to their needs instead of realizing my hardwork.
All I want is: positive acknowledgment.
Without even thinking: I'd probably say something stupid.
It's clear to me that: I have a lot of things to fix.
I don't know: what to do to try & satisfy everyone.
The only way: is to take care of myself first.
It's hard to tell: whether or not I'm doing the right thing.
The only person: that loves me for me is Tim.
It kills me that: they don't understand how I feel inside.
If I were: gone, I'd feel more at ease out in the world.
It's not that I: don't care, I do care a whole lot.
If someone said:, "You're stupid" don't believe it.
My life: is a bit crazy right about now.
One thing I know is: I have to keep moving forward.
I would never: hate anyone.
I can't stand: ignorant people.
I'm sick of: getting criticized.
I'm afraid of: losing the ones closest to me.
The best: I can be is around positive things.
It's weird that: I'm different.
I don't have enough: care.
I need: to feel loved.
I love: things that make me smile.
I tried: to do everything at my best.
I'm starting to: see a pattern.
For some reason: I don't feel like doing anything.
I should: be studying.
I can't: think straight.
Tomorrow: I've got stuff to do.
I can't wait until: I see Tim, even though we're kinda loopy with our relationship.
I miss: Tim.
I always: care about others before myself.
My parents: don't seem to understand me anymore.
Someone: should always make you happy.
My friends: are a small crowd that I cherish so much.
Valentine's Day: is my sister's birthday.
Parties: is really not my thing.
Why can't: I concentrate?
I don't want: feel like this anymore.
I have to: keep going & keep being strong.
I'll never: hate.
Marriage: is not really on my mind.
Children: I can't have.
It seems like: everything is falling apart.
I dread: this feeling I have.
School: is alright.
The best food: is comfort food.
Eventually: I'll be a better person.
Everyday: I think about what will happen the next day.
Rarely: do I drink.
I still can't decide: what to do.
I'm hoping: I'll keep fighting.
The suspense: blows?
It turns out: that everything will be okay.
Everything: will change for the better.

This survey is so weird lol.

Happy Birthday Andrew B! :D

"Ignore them, don't listen to them. Live the way you've always wanted to. Be happy for what you have. They're jealous of you."

When does your summer vacation start?
- Around beginning of May
Say something you would want to someone but just can't?
- Not really, well actually yes.
Are you eating anything right now?
- Nope.
Are you fat?
- I hate that word & no I'm not.
How perverted are you?
- What the hell? Lol.
Do you like to give hugs?
- Are you kidding, I love hugs!
Have you ever hugged a random person before?
- Nope.
Have you seen the New Moon trailer?
- I did because of Rosa.
What made you laugh today?
- Rosa & Jesse.
Have you ever eaten at Olive Garden?
- Yes, I miss eating there. :(
Do you play with Play Doh?
- As a kid I did.
What movie do you want to see?
- Too many to watch.
What movie did you last see?
- At home: Cars; At theatres: Ponyo.
Do you like pie?
- Yes I like pie. (:
Do you like cake?
- Probably not as much as pie.

♥ Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Birthday Rosa! Love you sis!

Names first.
Your name dear?: Sandy.
Do you like it?: I've got nothing to complain about it.
Do you ever spell it wrong?: No.
Do people tend to spell it wrong?: Yes, the weirdest one was Saudy. Wtheck?
How about friends.
Your best friend?: Tim.
The first friend you gained?: Samantha.
The first friend you lost?: I don't know.
Someone whos stuck with you all these years?: Probably Matt.
Any I-don't-have-anyone-else-to-talk-to-so-I'll-talk-to-you friends?: Of course.
Your most annoying friend?: Odd question I say.
Your most caring friend?: Kacey.
Your funniest friend?: All of them. (:
Your oddest friend?: Everyone.
Your most Plain-jane friend?: No clue?
Your most prone to disaster friend?: Anyone who loves chaos & destruction.
But you love them all right?: Of course.
How about school.
Any good memories?: Always. (:
The best memory?: Senior year of high school.
The most trouble you've ever gotten into in school?: I've been wrongly given detention & a referral but it never happened so I was a good student. :P
The most annoying teacher?: Nobody, yet. I think.
The meanest teacher?: I guess, that one teacher who yelled at me for doing something I never did wrong because I was blamed by someone else in 7th grade.
The funniest teacher?: Mr. Wilde in 4th grade. (:
Is your homeroom a good one or do you not switch yet?: I'm in college now.
Alrighty how about appearence.
Are you tall or short?: Short or mid-way.
What kind of hair? ( Curly,straight, wavy, ect.): Straight.
What is the color of your hair my dear?: Black.
How about your eyes?: Brown.
Do you get made fun of?: No.
Relationships.
Are you straight-gay-lesbian-bi ?: Straight.
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend currently?: Yes.
If so do you love them?: All my heart.
If you don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend are you crushing?: GAY.
If so on who? (and common you know you are): GAY. :)
Ok every good survey has some randomness :]
Mmm chocolate milk sounds good huh?: Yes.
How about some cookies?: Babo would say so.
What time is it?: 10:12am.
Are you watching t.v ?: Nope.
When was the last time you were sick?: Last year around end of December.
What do you happen to be wearing?: Pjs, I can't go out yet. :(
Are you dressed or in P.J's?: Look at the question before this.
Yaawn. Are you tired?: Yes.
What grade are you in?: College sophomore going on junior.
Do you have any pets?: Yes, my Betta fish Yuki.
Do you like the smell of gas?: No, it's gross.
How about Pine Sol?: Well, it's better than gas that's for sure.
Braces, getting them, or perfect teeth?: None of them.
What was the last movie you saw?: TV: Cars, Movies: Ponyo.
What movie do you want to see?: There's too many to count. :P
Evere died your tounge?: No, unless I ate candy that made your tongue blue.
Wht kind(s) of movies do you like?: Action, adventure, & horror/suspense.
Do you like taking pictures?: Yes.
Or do you like being in pictures?: Depends if I'm in the mood.
Or both?: Like I said, depends.

Kinda Back & Not.

"Slowly but surely I'm starting to feel more dimmer each day..."

Deeply Thinking.....
What are your thoughts on what a REAL relationship is?: Indescribable
Do you honestly make out with the person even if you don't know them?: No
How do you know when things are ready to move to the next level?: You feel that connection with that person
Have you ever loved someone only for them not to love you?: No
Ever felt stupid because of it?: Never done it
Kissed someone and knew they was the one?: Yeah of course
Had someone tell you they love you and then do you wrong?: Yes
Ever loved someone and don't know why you love them?: Yes
Waking up your mind......
Ever met someone off the internet and went with them?: Yes
Have you ever been cheated on?: Yes
Do you kiss and tell?: Maybe
Do you take your relationship slow or fast?: Unfortunately, too fast x_x;
Ever been someone rebound?: Yeah, fricking asshole
Ever walked away from real love?: No?
Been used before?: Yes
Had someone convince you that you should leave someone?: Yes
Tried to come in between you in the one you love?: Kinda, it's complicating
When your really in love........
Do you give up on them even when it hurts?: Yes
Do you continue to tell them you love them after you break up?: No, well kinda
Do you shatter their hearts on purpose?: I have only once
Talking about the love of your life......
What is his/her name?: Tim
Why did you fall in love with them?: It just happened really fast without any notice
Were they deep? I would say so
Have they showed you that small things count most?: Yes
Did they listen to your problems?: All the time
Did you two go out and have fun with each other?: Yes
Were you fully putting your heart into the relationship?: Not at first, but than I realized he was
Were you over the last person you went with?: Kinda
Have you thought about what your life would be like without them in it?: I can't now
Miss hearing their voice?: Yes
Call them because you miss hearing their voice?: He's at work unfortunately
Damn the truth hurts........
Did you give up someone who deserved a second chance?: Yes
Have you let go because you thought they was going to hurt you?: No?
Cried just a little because you missed them?: Yes
Tried to work it out but they didn't want to?: Yes
Exactly looked them in their eyes and tried to work it out?: Yes
Been coldhearted just for the hell of it?: No, I don't think I did
Thought about forgiving and getting back together?: I contemplated
Told them you love them? Of course

MIA

"I will be off facebook & blogger for a while, due to problems I do not feel like discussing. If anyone needs me for any reason, you can reach me at my cell through text or calling. Thank you & I will be seeing you all later."

What is your full first and middle name?
- Sandy [no middle name]
What is your astrological sign?
- Scorpio
If you could be any astrological sign, what would it be?
- I don't know, I never thought about that
What was the happiest time of your life?
- I always try & make my days happy (:
The saddest?
- When something horrible happens, say like someone passed away
Have you ever been in love?
- Yes
If so, how do you define love?
- It's indescribable
If not, is love a top priority?
- Regardless, love is always my priority
What's the farthest you ever went with a guy/girl?
- You should keep things to yourself
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend?
- Yes
In your opinion, what's the worst emotion in the world?
- Disappointment
If you could represent one deadly sin, what would it be?
- Hmm... Not quite sure
If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
- Anywhere that's not near my house
What is your religion?
- Catholic
What are your beliefs about death/an afterlife?
- I don't really have an opinion
If you could have any superpower in the world, what would it be?
- Teleportation, so that I have the freedom to go anywhere anytime
If you could be any animal in the world, what would it be?
- Orca (:
Would you ever hook up with someone of the same gender?
- Probably not
Would you ever have sex with someone of the same gender?
- Ehh no.... Lol
Have you ever experienced love at first sight?
- I have
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
- Yes
What is your favorite hobby?
- Playing video games
What is the overall personal quality you look for in a potential mate?
- Personality
What is the overall physical quality you look for in a mate?
- Facial quality
What is your favorite place in nature?
- Ocean
If you could live in any time period, what would it be?
- The old times, they look cool
If you could be anyone for a year, who would you be?
- Myself
What was your New Year's resolution?
- I don't really have one xD
What is the number one problem you have with yourself?
- Not with myself, but someone
And finally, what are you looking for in life?
- Happiness