Tuesday, September 25, 2012


Did you stand on your tippy-toes when you last hugged the opposite sex? 
Nope, he's a lil bit taller than me.
Who were you with last night? 
Nobody.
Do you ever think about the past? 
Yes, it's always going to happen.
Do you currently have a hickey, if so where? 
Nope.
Last night you felt? 
Worried, since my boyfriend was in a bad mood.
Who are the last 5 people you texted? 
My boyfriend, my sister, P, J, and boyfriend's mom.
Does anyone know your password besides you? 
Nope.
Do you want to see somebody right now? 
Yes, my boyfriend.
Would you rather sing or dance in front of 100,000 people? 
Dance, it's more fun. 
Will you regret your next kiss? 
Nope.
Are you a forgiving person? 
Yes.
Kill the spider or let it out? 
Unfortunately, I end up killing it because I have no way of getting it outside. 
Are you short? 
Yes.
Can you pronounce your ABC’s backwards? 
Probably not haha. 
Name something great that will happen in the next week: 
My boyfriend will be running in Tough Mudder, I will be there for support. :)
Ever licked someone’s cheek? 
Yes.
Where would you rather be right now? 
With my boyfriend.
How was this past week been special for you? 
I was "not sick" for 4 days than I got sick again. *sigh
Are you waiting for something?
Nope.
Are you in a good mood? 
Yeah I'm alright.
Where were you at 9 am this morning? 
Taking a shower.
Are you happy? 
Content.
Are you mean? 
I can be if you piss me off.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? 
Yes, it's very relaxing.
What were you doing at 7:00 AM? 
Sleeping.
Have you done anything sneaky lately? 
Nope. 
Ever called a person useless? Who? Why? 
Nope.
Did you have an exciting weekend? 
Nope, just been fighting off this cold.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? 
Yes. My boyfriend. 
Is love really worth fighting for? 
Of course, if it means a lot to you deep down.
Whats the worst thing that happened to you today? 
Nothing.
Do you have a brother? 
Nope.
LAST: 
Last beverage - 
Slurpee.
Last phone call - 
My sister.
Last song you listened to - 
Uhhh... I don't remember.
HAVE YOU EVER: 
Dated someone twice - 
Yes.
Been cheated on? - 
Yes.
Kissed someone & regretted it ? 
Yeah.
Been depressed? 
Yes.
Been high? 
Nope.
RIGHT NOW: 
Eating? 
Nope.
Drinking? 
Yes, a slurpee.
I’m about to? 
Continue watching the Office.
Waiting for? 
Nothing.
What does the last text message in your inbox say? 
I was telling my boyfriend to have a good day at work.
What’s the wallpaper to your cellphone? 
My boyfriend in a nice suit.
What are you doing tonight? 
Nothing.
Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? 
Depends, but mostly yes.
Told anyone a secret this week? 
Nope.
What’s the most meaningful thing someones ever said to you? 
There's a lot I could say for this. 
Do you have trust issues? 
Yes.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 
Sorta.
What was the first thing you thought this morning? 
I still want to sleep. 
Does anyone love you?
Yes.
How was the weekend? 
Poop. 
If you could seek revenge on someone would you? 
Nope.
Excited for anything? 
Yeah.
Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? 
Never.
What do you feel about being kissed on your forehead? 
It's nice. :)
Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you? 
Yes.
What did you have for breakfast today? 
Pho soup.
What is your current mood? 
Content.
What will you be doing 12 hours from now? 
Sleeping.
Whats the name of your pet? 
I don't have one. :(
What is the last restaurant you were at? 
Pho So 1.
What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 
Do a survey... haha.
Have you ever walked in on people having sex? 
Nope, thank god.
What are you wearing on your feet? 
Nothing.
Do you think relationships ever last? 
Yes.
Do you think some people are crazy for wearing jeans in the summer? 
Naw, I did it a couple times.

Honestly, if you could go back 5 months and change something would you? 
Maybe?
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Yes.
Do you know anyone that smokes weed? 
Yup. 
If you could have one thing right now what would it be? 
French fries.
Who did you last go out to eat with? 
My dad.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? 
I'll still be in the same relationship.
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous? 
Yes.
Do you regret anything? 
Yeah, whatever I did in the past.
Are you stubborn? 
Yes.
What’s the last movie you’ve seen? 
I believe it's Thor.
What is more important, happiness or trust? 
Both equally important.
Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with? 
Nope. 
Do you feel uncomfortable around the opposite sex? 
Not at all.
What do you usually do first thing in the morning? 
Go to the bathroom.

What did you do last weekend? 
Nothing.
How has this past week been for you? 
Dumb because I'm still sick.

Since this is my birthday, might as well.


1. Do you believe in ghosts? Have you ever seen one?
- No and I have not. If I do than I'll believe it.
2. Favorite candy?
- Skittles and smarties.
3. What did you dress up as when you were a kid?
- I remember being the yellow ranger, princess, fighter, pumpkin, xiaoyu from tekken, and that's it.
4. Parties or Trick-or-Treating? 
- I'm too old to trick-or-treat, but I'm also not a party drunk goer so probably neither.
5. Have you ever carved a pumpkin?
- I think so? I don't remember I have short term memory lol.
6. Worst thing you’ve ever gotten trick-or-treating?
- The ugly candy, I'm pretty sure you all know what it is.
7. Best costume you’ve ever seen?
- I don't think I've seen the best one around my town.
8. Favorite ‘Halloween’ monster?
- Either vampire or werewolf.
9. Favorite thing you’ve dressed up as?
- Iron man, all the way. :D
10. What are you dressing up as this year if you’re dressing up? What would you dress up as if you aren’t?
- I haven't thought about it since I've been sick almost this whole month.  But if I were I would be Thor cause one of my friends said I act like him ahahaha. :D
11. Do you like going to haunted houses?
- I was okay with it up until me and my sister went to a haunted house at an amusement park in South Korea.  There was one part in there that literally scared the shit out of me that I never went to a haunted house again.  Plus there always seems to be clowns in it now, which scare me shitless too.. :(
12. Haunted woods?- And find Slender? Nope GTFO.
13. Ever worked in/hosted a haunted house/wood?
- Yeah, a haunted house for communion school.
14. Do you decorate your home for Halloween?
- Not anymore.
15. Favorite decoration? 
- Something unexpected that pops right in front of you kinda way.
16. Got a favorite spooky tune?
- It's gotta be Thriller.
17. Any wardrobe malfunctions?
- I don't think it matters since it's Halloween.
18. Scariest Halloween moment?
- Scariest? I usually get scared before Halloween hits.
19. Best Halloween? 
- My boyfriend surprising me with a party with all my friends on my birthday.  It was great, nobody has ever done that for me. Plus I was Iron man. ;D
20. Worst Halloween?
- I don't necessarily have a worst because most of the times on my birthday I'm home passing out candy to kids. It's just a normal day for me in my honest opinion. :)

KITTY!


1. Are looks important in a relationship?
- It's not my biggest priority.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
- When you've truly had the time and patience to get to know that person than yes; every bit of it is worth while.
3. Are you a virgin?
- No.
4. Are you in a relationship?
- Yes.
5. Are you in love?
- Yes.
6. Are you single this year?
- Nope.
7. Can you commit to one person?
- Most definitely.
8. Describe your crush.- I'm already dating him. :D 
9. Describe your perfect mate.
- He's everything that I've been looking for. Always himself and doesn't lie. x3
10. Do you believe in love at first sight? 
- No, but to be honest it happened between me and my boyfriend when we first met. Oops :x
11. Do you ever want to get married?
- Eventually yes.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
- No, I learned that the hard way when I did.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
- Depends on the situation and who it is.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Again? Sheesh.
15. Do you have any piercings?
- Nope.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
- Nope.
17. Do you like kissing in public?
- It's just whatever? Lol.
20. Do you shower every day?
- Almost everyday. 
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- Who knows.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- Yes.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- Depends how committed both parties are.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- It's possible. :3
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
- I'm already in one foo.
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- Yup.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
- Just a poem.
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
- Yes.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
- Yes.
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
- I have in the past, but not anymore.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
- Yes.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
- Plenty of times.
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
- Yes.
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
- No.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- Yes.
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
- Yes, frickin friend zones lol.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- Yes.
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- Yeah.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- Yup, I remember I wanted to get rid of my best friend's girlfriend just so I could be with him. *Sigh lol geez high school drama.
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
- Secretly songs. :x
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
- Yes.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
- Ugh, how am I supposed to remember that? Lol.
43. How long was your longest relationship?
- 4 years and 9 months; still going strong. :3
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
- Umm.. around 13. :X
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
- My boyfriend.
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
- Uhhh....
47. How old are you?
- 23.
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- "Which bitch is it?"
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?- Being able to play video games with me and not rage on me for winning. 
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- Awkward... No I wouldn't.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
- Yes' em. :)
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
- Yes, plenty of people and it's none of your business. :P
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- Yup, lost a lot of people that way. Oh well.
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
- There's always going to be someone you never forget; no matter how hard you try and no matter how much you hate them (deep down you still care for them).
55. Share a relationship story. (WARNING: it's going to be LONG REALLY LONG)
- Well... which one and where do I start? I guess I'll tell you guys one of my high school ones haha.
So as I've mentioned before one of my close friends, his name is A.  He had a girlfriend who I wanted to get rid of lol, but I didn't succeed in it.  So, we kinda had a friend's with benefits relationship.  But also along with this, I was in a long distance relationship with a guy from Massachusetts (who is oddly my first true love).  So basically we were both kinda (ARE) cheating on our significant other, oops.
Before I actually start, me and my long distance, we had a very COMPLICATED relationship. At times we'd truly love each other that "nothing would tear us apart." But than at other times we literally wanted to rip each other's hairs apart.  Our connection for each other was both hella strong and weak.  The other plus side to this whole thing is he actually went out of his way to visit me in Las Vegas for a couple days, so that we could meet face to face.  And we were NOT dating, which ....unfortunately led me to cheat on the guy I was with at the time....  I thought that was the most sweetest thing any guy has ever done for me.  So anyways yeah, just pointing that out before anything else is said. :)
Soooo enough about that part, this is the actual real story.  So A has a good buddy by the name of K.  First time I meet K is when I was walking A to his bus after school, because it's what we normally do together.  So when we get to the busses, K shows up as well to take the bus home.  And that's where A introduces me to K.  Then I say bye to the both of them as they get on the bus and I go walk to my ride.  From what A told me, K said that I was really cute like an anime girl (he was really into anime).  But the thing is, nobody likes K.  Everyone hated him for one reason or another so I really didn't know what to do.  I found him nice the first time I met him, but than at the same time all my group of friends were saying he's gay, a faggot, and all this crap.
Slowly but surely K was trying to talk to me little by little, since obviously he has a crush on me.  However, for me, I was still in a relationship with my long distance (complicated much?) and very attached to my FWB(friends with benefits) with A.  However, time went by, and I broke my relationship with my long distance and unfortunately (this hurt me so much deep down), me and A just broke off our little fun dates and decided to be friends (NOOOOOOOOO!!! lol).  This gave K the upper hand because he became the guy who would come to my rescue by keeping me company and keeping me from being sad as hell.
And slowly but surely for me, I started to develop feelings for K and I got to know him really fast.  From what all my group of friends were saying were totally opposite from who he really is as a person.  But it wasn't enough for me to want to have a relationship with K.  I was in a choir group back in high school so what does K do? He actually joins choir to be closer with me (awwwwwww).  This is where all the magic happens between me and K.  Because with the choir I was in, there were a lot of concerts, practices, gigs, traveling, and etc to do.  So whatever I did, K would do just to be with me and talk to me as much as he could.
Than came the infamous holiday of love, Valentine's Day.  Surprising enough with all the crap I had to do I wasn't in a relationship or was interested in one (kinda haha).  K was still talking to me, still crushing on me like a size of a whale.  And I have feelings for him, but not big enough to wow me.  So I come to school, as early as ever, dressed in red because it's what I do on that holiday.  I come over to the courtyard where my group of friends are and than... I hear music that's familiar to me.  It was my favorite song at the time (forgot what it is) and I see a huge banner from above saying, "Sandy, will you be my Valentine?" Out of nowhere K shows up with a teddy bear and a rose in front of me after I look.  You have no idea how much I was blushing (probably from excitement and embarrassment in front of all my friends).  This being my first time a guy ever did something for me on this day (first time I experienced this in middle school, the boy I was with dumped me...)  I was like, "YES!!" So we hugged and blah dee blah we had to go to our classes.  Than came to our choir class, which we had together, before class started we hugged and than K whispers in my ear, "Sandy will you go out with me?"  Throughout the whole day I had a lot of thinking.  And I thought more and more about K as I went to class to class before seeing him again.  Obviously, all that thinking caught up to me and made me actually like him a lot too.  So I said, "yes" and we hugged really tight.  After class, I told him before we dated that I don't like kisses on the first day I go out with somebody.... Totally broke that rule.
Unfortunately, I saw his true colors when I became K's girlfriend.  He treated me like an object, not an actual person.  After about a month I broke it off with him and yeahhh... More high school drama happens after that, which I don't want to get into.  Oh did I mention I get back with my long distance?  THE END THANK YOU.
56. State 8 facts about your body.
- 1. I have a small scar under where my right thumb is from when I was cutting myself in the past.2. I have a weird, but faint birth mark between my eyebrows.3. I have really tiny hands, from what everyone says.4. I have a flat chest.5. I have a distinct scar on my right leg from when I slipped trying on my choir dress in 7th grade, which led to me kicking a brick wall hard.6. I have a wax burn mark on the other side of my right thumb across from the small scar mentioned in #1, happened from doing arts and crafts.7. My lips always seemed to be chapped, no matter how much chap stick I put on.8. I have a weird bump on my right ring finger from writing too much.
57. Things you want to say to an ex.
- Nothing. :)
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
- 1. Be yourself, accept me for who I am.
2. Don't be a liar, backstabber, cheater, etc.
3. Wonderful eyes and a great smile.
4. Non-smoker.
5. Tell the truth, don't hide it.
59. What do you look like?
- You can check my profile pic and take a hint? :)
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
- Uhhh... I don't know??
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
- Their eyes.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
- Sexiest? Uhhh... I'm skipping this question.
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
- This thing and that thing are connected together and yeah lol.
64. What is your definition of cheating?
- When a person you're in a relationship with has real feelings for another person.
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
- What? NO.
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
- Seriously, personal shit to oneself.
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
- Just being with that person, it doesn't matter what I do with them. :)
68. What is your sexual orientation?
- Straight.
69. What turns you off?
- Smoking, drugs, etc.
70. What turns you on?
- A lot of things.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
- Really? NO.
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
- SDNGKNASDGKNSKDGLSAKDGNASKG.
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
- None, I've had a lot of sweet things happen from my boyfriend.
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
- I guess height.
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
My boyfriend who helped me pay for my tuition so I can continue going to college. :)

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
- Help my boyfriend get out of a certain debt.
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
- It shouldn't matter, love is love.
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
- OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
- I tend to forget quickly after why I was feeling jealous once resolved.
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- Today, to my boyfriend.
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
- 12345. My boyfriend. :D
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
- My parent's friend.
83. Who was your first kiss with?
- A guy named J in middle school.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
- I was hella complicated and confused, unresolved drama from high school transferred to my first semester in college.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
- I did, never again.

Monday, September 24, 2012

Cross out what applies to you.


Appearance
  • I have/had piercings besides the ears.
  • I want piercings besides the ears.
  • I have a scar.
  • I tan easily.
  • I wish my hair was a different color. 
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
  • I have/want a tattoo.
  • I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
  • I have/had braces
  • I have more than two piercings. 
Embarrassment
  • Disney movies still make me cry sometimes.
  • I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
  • I’ve glued my hand to something. 
  • I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
  • I’ve had my pants rip in public.
  • I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
Health
  • I’ve gotten stitches.
  • I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
  • I’ve had my tonsils removed.
  • I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
  • I’ve had chicken pox
Travel
  • I’ve been to Florida.
  • I’ve driven/ridden over 200 miles in one day.
  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve been to California
  • I’ve been to Asia.
  • I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
  • I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands.
  • I’ve been to the Caribbean.
  • I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
  • I’ve gotten lost in my city.
  • I’ve seen a shooting star.
  • I’ve wished on a shooting star.
  • I’ve seen a meteor shower.
  • I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
  • I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
  • I’ve slapped someone.
  • I’ve kissed someone underwater.
  • I’ve chugged something.
  • I’ve crashed a car. (does minor count??)
  • I’ve been skiing.
  • I’ve been in a musical. 
  • I’ve auditioned for something.
  • I’ve been on stage.
  • I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
  • I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
  • I’ve pranked someone.
  • I’ve ridden in a taxi.
Honesty / Crime
  • I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
  • I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
  • I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
  • I’ve snuck out.
  • I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
  • I’ve cheated while playing a game.
  • I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death
  • I’m afraid of dying.
  • I hate funerals.
  • I’ve seen someone/something die.
  • Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
  • I have attempted suicide.
  • I’ve thought about suicide before.
  • I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
  • I own over 5 rap CD’s.
  • I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
  • I collected comic books.
  • I own a lot of makeup.
  • I own something from Pac Sun.
  • I own something from The Gap.
  • I own something I got on E-Bay.
  • I own something from Abercrombie.
  • I thrive on compliments.
  • I thrive on hate.
Random
  • I can sing low key.
  • I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
  • I open up to others easily.
  • I watch the news occasionally or always.
  • I don’t like to kill bugs.
  • I sing in the shower.
  • I’m a morning person.
  • I’m a sports fanatic.
  • I twirl my hair.
  • I care about grammar.
  • I love to spam friends.
  • I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
  • I bake well.
  • I would wear pajamas to school.
  • I like Martha Stewart.
  • I laugh at my own jokes.
  • I eat fast food weekly.
  • I’ve not turned something in and still got an A in a certain class.
  • I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
  • I’m really ticklish.(It depends really :P)
  • I like white chocolate.
  • I bite/used to bite my nails.
  • I’m good at remembering names.
  • I’m good at remembering dates.  
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (somewhat)
People
  • ..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic. 
  • ..called me fat.
  • ..have said I’m skinny.
  • ..have said I’m ugly.
  • ..have said I’m pretty.
  • ..have spread rumors about me.
  • ..force me to eat.
  • ..say I eat too much.
  • ..say I eat too little.
Eating
  • I’ve lost weight quickly.
  • I’ve gained weight quickly. 
  • I’m at my thinnest.
  • I’m at my biggest.
  • I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
  • I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
  • My weight affects my mood.
  • I diet.
  • I’m vegan/vegetarian.
  • I exercise.
  • I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
Family
  • I’ve sworn at my parents.
  • I’ve planned to run away from home before.
  • I’ve run away from home.
  • I have a sibling less than one year old.
  • I want kids in the future.
  • I’ve had kids.
  • I’ve lost a child.
Relationships
  • I’m engaged.
  • I’m married.
  • I’m single. 
  • I’ve gone on a blind date.
  • I have/had a friend with benefits.
  • I miss someone right now.
  • I have a fear of abandonment.
  • I’ve gotten divorced.
  • I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back probably.
  • Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
  • I’m a cuddler.
  • I’ve been kissed in the rain.
  • I’ve hugged a stranger.
  • I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times
  • I regularly drink.
  • I can’t swallow pills
  • I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
  • I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
  • I have/had anxiety problems.
  • I shut others out when I’m upset.
  • I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal.
  • I have taken/take anti-depressants.
  • I’ve slept an entire day before. 
  • I’ve plotted revenge.